yojichan Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 The love I feel for you is sometimes like a wound that has been open The memories I cradled in my mind is haunting me too often A line of a song I hear, a friend's word that I would cheer Makes me wish once more again that you were near. I latch on to memories both happy and painful of long ago I try to grasp at the meaning they once told me so How different the times were then How I had hoped they would never end But you're so far away now I can see You have a life of your own, your own family How I wept when I learned of the baby For once I had hoped your child I would carry These things should not matter to me anymore I know I buried everything we had before How cruel the mind to drag me to you once more How mad the heart to you I so adored I grow weak at the end of this torture How desperate I would seek for a cure But I know what I had for you was so pure Then I'll wake up from this again and for that I'm sure A poem I've written years ago as I reflected on my first love. 6 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Last_sky16 Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 wow...1st luv...i dum even know whether i had it or not but the memories u told on poem makes u miss him isnt it??? i know how it feels when even sad memories could make us miss that person so much... yojichan...i think this is a veru beautiful poem...^^ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 8, 2011 Author Share Posted September 8, 2011 wow...1st luv...i dum even know whether i had it or not but the memories u told on poem makes u miss him isnt it??? i know how it feels when even sad memories could make us miss that person so much... yojichan...i think this is a veru beautiful poem...^^ oh thanks so much, June-chan! *hugs tight* ♥ oh yes first love can be so unforgettable, wonderful and painful all at the same time. yes, i missed him and have imagined all the what-ifs but i'm glad i've already moved past this. just wanted to share the poem to everyone here. this is the first time i have let anyone read them other than myself. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Last_sky16 Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 wuahh..must be wonderful...well maybe i will know soon or later rite??..ahaha whatever happens in the past..all we can do is keep moving forward...so yeah..im glad u moved on... one of friends had a very big trouble in moving on.. i remembered how she cried so hard in the toilet when we went out 2gether... i had to make her move on so i told her whether she move on or i will hit that boy...*im totally violence* well...1st love is the hardest to forget...somehow im very happy listening to people's story bout their 1st loves... so im happy to read your poem yojichan...glad u share it..^^ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 8, 2011 Author Share Posted September 8, 2011 wuahh..must be wonderful...well maybe i will know soon or later rite??..ahaha whatever happens in the past..all we can do is keep moving forward...so yeah..im glad u moved on... one of friends had a very big trouble in moving on.. i remembered how she cried so hard in the toilet when we went out 2gether... i had to make her move on so i told her whether she move on or i will hit that boy...*im totally violence* well...1st love is the hardest to forget...somehow im very happy listening to people's story bout their 1st loves... so im happy to read your poem yojichan...glad u share it..^^ all i can say is this, good or bad, first love is a very strong emotion. make sure you experience it all over. cry, laugh, get mad, do everything, feel everything. it happens only once. as the saying goes, it's better to have loved than never to have loved at all. when i look back at some events in my life, i feel like i'm reading pages from a BL novel. it has all the corniness, the drama, the craziness, the surprises and happiness. hahahahha!! i hope your friend moves on too but give her time. only she can do it for herself. don't punch anybody. LOL Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hama71 Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 I had to wake up early this morning... So I did it again... ^^;; I don't know I did right... My mine is little off now... This is image from manga 'Furachi na Otokotachi' by Toda Megumi... non-bl manga... I hope you like it... ^^ 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 8, 2011 Author Share Posted September 8, 2011 I had to wake up early this morning... So I did it again... ^^;; I don't know I did right... My mine is little off now... This is image from manga 'Furachi na Otokotachi' by Toda Megumi... non-bl manga... I hope you like it... ^^ Oh wow! now THIS i really really like what you did. it captured what i was going through that time. i really like the image of the girl at the top with her head buried in her arms and she's crouching. i love that. very good, hama-san! arigatou! *hugs* i appreciate you had to wake up early for this. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
memorex Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 Hi, yes i know first love is very hard to forget. Frankly said, it's already 8 months since I met my first love, but it's only unrequited love 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 8, 2011 Author Share Posted September 8, 2011 Hi, yes i know first love is very hard to forget. Frankly said, it's already 8 months since I met my first love, but it's only unrequited love thanks so much for reading. first love is unforgettable and worse when it's unrequited. i can relate to that aspect very much. not only was it unrequited but i got dumped too. waaah! he even had the nerve to invite me to the wedding and i was so hurt..i declined. i cried for a year for him! T________T oh well... Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
cherryyuri Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 so pretty!! i have been to something just like this too.. oh memories... hehe Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hama71 Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 Oh wow! now THIS i really really like what you did. it captured what i was going through that time. i really like the image of the girl at the top with her head buried in her arms and she's crouching. i love that. very good, hama-san! arigatou! *hugs* i appreciate you had to wake up early for this. I am glad you like it... Well most hard first love go through top time... They they do that action... So I pick that image... Oh... actually I had to wake up for my sister family leaving to go to Korea... Then remember the poem you did... So I did it... ^^;;; I was so sleep at first time I saw so I did it when I took little sleep... Well, I did got back to sleep again... but only other 3 hour or so... So that make me feel tire more... all may be because I am still sick... --;;; Any way... I am happy you like this too... ^^ Oh... for my first love why to long ago... And it hard to get that motional... And he isn't here at all... So even I want to see him I can't... 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
memorex Posted September 8, 2011 Share Posted September 8, 2011 thanks so much for reading. first love is unforgettable and worse when it's unrequited. i can relate to that aspect very much. not only was it unrequited but i got dumped too. waaah! he even had the nerve to invite me to the wedding and i was so hurt..i declined. i cried for a year for him! T________T oh well... Yeah, I know... I have to transfer school after a week I started loving him and that's what it made things worse and I actually cried. And until today, I still remember him. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ueda_Angel Posted September 9, 2011 Share Posted September 9, 2011 I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 9, 2011 Author Share Posted September 9, 2011 I am glad you like it... Well most hard first love go through top time... They they do that action... So I pick that image... Oh... actually I had to wake up for my sister family leaving to go to Korea... Then remember the poem you did... So I did it... ^^;;; I was so sleep at first time I saw so I did it when I took little sleep... Well, I did got back to sleep again... but only other 3 hour or so... So that make me feel tire more... all may be because I am still sick... --;;; Any way... I am happy you like this too... ^^ Oh... for my first love why to long ago... And it hard to get that motional... And he isn't here at all... So even I want to see him I can't... thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done. i really liked it. i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea. i hope you meet your first love again. Yeah, I know... I have to transfer school after a week I started loving him and that's what it made things worse and I actually cried. And until today, I still remember him. awww~ there...there...*hugs* this too shall pass. so pretty!! i have been to something just like this too.. oh memories... hehe oh thanks so much, cherry! i'm so happy you liked it. I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work. awww~~ I feel so lucky to be friends with you too. *hugs tight* you're an amazing writer and you're incredibly sweet and thoughtful. 2 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hama71 Posted September 9, 2011 Share Posted September 9, 2011 I am so lucky to be friends with two extremely talented people. Hama71 for having such great ideas for images for the poems written and Yo-chan for giving us such a beautiful piece of work. Same here... ^^ You write good poem so I love to do what I do... I will do the other poem too... Just don't know when... --;;; thanks again, hama-san! i totally appreciate what you've done. i really liked it. i hope your sister's family have a safe trip back to Korea. i hope you meet your first love again. I am glad you like it... ^^ Thank you, they are still in airplain... ^^ Oh... I didn't said clearly... well he die quit long time ago... So even I want to see I can't see him... The poem 'heart like empty jar' is written thinking of him... ^^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted September 9, 2011 Author Share Posted September 9, 2011 Same here... ^^ You write good poem so I love to do what I do... I will do the other poem too... Just don't know when... --;;; I am glad you like it... ^^ Thank you, they are still in airplain... ^^ Oh... I didn't said clearly... well he die quit long time ago... So even I want to see I can't see him... The poem 'heart like empty jar' is written thinking of him... ^^ OMG! OMG! OMG!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY! i didn't know that. *hugs tight* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hama71 Posted September 9, 2011 Share Posted September 9, 2011 OMG! OMG! OMG!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOO SORRY! i didn't know that. *hugs tight* Well, it have long time ago... I still do miss him time to time... But, there is nothing I can do... Just keep on living that life he could have... ^^ Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
memorex Posted September 9, 2011 Share Posted September 9, 2011 awww~ there...there...*hugs* this too shall pass. Yeah, thanks. Hehe.. *hugs back* 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
yojichan Posted May 25, 2012 Author Share Posted May 25, 2012 Yeah, thanks. Hehe.. *hugs back* just wanted to say thank you so much for reading this poem. *hugs more* Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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