+Lost Reason+ (Taken Bloodysadist&Saga)

[Saga]

-"What a damned brat.",Araki was cursing in his apartment while taking off his clothes. His back ached,burning from the pain. That alone was enough to make Nanao I sweating all over. He headed for the bath to take a shower before bandaging himself.

 

With the whipping water against his body, Nanao I thought he could be able to wash away the pain - it didn't work. But it wasn't the time to get emotional now, he stopped the running water. He had to hurry up and go to his boss. The other hated it when the assassin,his loyal dog, wasn't around. So,as fast as he could, he bandaged himself and put something dark as clothing. There,all ready to head for the underground.

[Bloodysadist]

After a half hour other detectives,also doctors came to Yukio's house.They found Nanao II to his chief's dead body,his hand with blood.Thank God,that the young male remembered that he have to throw the katana,because the police could think that he's the one who killed Yukio.

 

"Nanao-san? Are you okay? Did you see the one who killed him?" one of the detectives asked.

It was a big shock for Nanao,so at first he just looked at the other male,couldn't say anything.But after few seconds,he remembered that he have to be strong and answered.

"I couldn't see anything.I just came here to give him two folders,but when I arrived it was too late.He was laying on the floor like that with this "X" on his chest." He didn't think to say a word about what really happened,because he wanted to find and kill Nanao I with his own hands.The detective just nodded,helping Nanao II to get up.

 

"I want to help with the research,please!" the young male said,looking at the other detective.He couldn't help,but let the boy to help them.Nanao II remembered about the folders and went to search them.Like he thought,they were under the bed.

 

He grabbed them and hide them under his jacket.Thanks god no one could see him,but the biggest problem was that he had to leave now.

 

"Ah,did you found something detective Nanao-san?" other detective stopped him and asked him that.

"Unfortunately I couldn't find anything,but I'm sure that you'll find something in his room,where he was killed." Nanao smiled,hoping that no one will stop him now.

"Ah detective Nanao-san,wait we can't let you go home for now,because you're the only one who was here." one of the doctors stopped him.

"How dare you...?Go away,I'm too.."-before to continue,one of the detectives went to him with a letter in his hand.

"Its for you." he smiled,giving it to Nanao,but what was that letter?

[Saga]

-"Nanao I is here,boss.",a bodyguard announced the assassin's come back to their patron.

-"Let him in.",he answered,sitting on his chair in his big room.

It didn't take long and Nanao was standing in front of his boss with his gaze,like always,lowered down.

-"I assume you accomplished your mission, otherwise...I don't see a reason for you to come back here.",a typical behavior for a mafia's boss.

-"Yes,K. I got rid of him.",he restated,trying hard to keep his standing position tough,although the wound,hurting him like hell.

-"Good.I'll let you see your little sister...."

Nanao I lifted his gaze up right away,his eyes widened. It was like a happy news for this shitty day.

-"...but,of course,there is no free lunch nowadays. I want you to complete another mission.",so it was a trap, the assassin looked away. He wanted to kill this asshole. He could do it,yes,he could. Nanao clenched his hand in a fist - no,he couldn't after all..

 

-"What mission?",he asked calmly.

-"It's about you being a bodyguard of my subordinate. This traitor thinks that I don't know his motives about selling my drug without my permission.",he explained briefly.

-"So,why I should be a bodyguard to your foe?"

-"I want him to make the deal he has to make the next week. It's about being in a partnership with a big client. So, I want you two kill two rabbits with only one bullet. This way,I'll be the power and the law in this country.",he laughed and got up,walking over Nanao.

-"My right hand, how lucky I am to have you.",he put his hand on the assassin's shoulder,grabbing hard as if he wasn't praising,but threatening.

-"And you know that you shouldn't betray me,right?", how low,but it was the truth.

-"I understand.",he nodded,holding back his breath. His back was burning.

-"Good. Go,you'll get the documents by the fax. There is the information you'd need.",so said,the conversation ended and Nanao left the room with his heart feeling sick and tired.

[Bloodysadist]

"Dear,Nanao,I'm glad that I had you as my co-worker.You know,I'm still remember the day you come to the police and how in short time,you became one of the best detectives.Ne,Nanao-chan,I'm sure that soon something will happen to me,so if that happens,I'm giving you the permission to be the new chief in the mission "Guren".Soon you'll understand everything.Take care,boy and don't loose your power.

Your silly chief-Yukio"

 

"How many times I had to say you that I hate when you call me "Nanao-chan?!" the young male smiled sadly.He really missed this old bastard.Nanao II looked at the one,who gave him the letter and asked:

"What is "Guren"?"

 

The detective couldn't believe that Nanao II would be the new chief on that mission.He just finished reading the letter and grinned lightly.

"So...that's what he was talking about." the male mumbled,smiling at Nanao.

"That is a big secret,but if you will be our chief for the mission,I have to tell you.Soon we will have to meet with a dealer,who is working for the mafia's boss.We'll be partners with him and will make a deals for drugs of course.So,our boss had to be Yukio-sama,but...he is dead now.And like it written in the letter,you'll be our boss." the detective explained.

 

Nanao blinked several times.He had to be dealer?He had to find who is the mafia boss.His chief was really crazy.

"Wait,wait....I'll be the chief? And if I refuse?" he asked.

"Don't you want to understand more about your parents's dead?"the detective smiled.He remembered what Yukio told him:

 

"Listen Alexander.Nanao have to be the chief for the mission no matter what! It will help him.That dealer know many things and because of it the mafia may want him to be dead.If Nanao refuse tell him that,he can find and something for his family.Oh and don't let anyone to know about what I told you."

 

Nanao II grabbed the letter and looked at it again.He sighed,mumbling "I'll do it."

[Saga]

By the time he got home,he has already received the documents by the fax. Nanao I closed the door behind and leaned lightly on it,he sighed.

-"What a mess. I am...old man...Ume....", he mumbled his little sister's name and of course,he thought of his dad. What he would do,if he was in his shoes right now? He would probably follow his heart,Nanao chuckled sadly.

 

-"What a fool,you are,old man. Letting me live,such a monster,I am,ain't I?",he ran his hand through his bleached hair,closing his silver eyes. This fucking pain on his back was the only proof he was still alive. The feelings were leaving him slowly. Now,he had to hold onto the only ray of light he had - his sister.

 

He opened his eyes,staring at the empty ceiling. A few minutes he stood like that - motionless. The next thing he did was to go check the documents. There, he took them and walked over his bed to read.

 

"Private"

 

26574 993827 74 049328 4059827 050673 1.

847264 050962 -t6 9398572 05069 09.

0938372 -a4 039502.

 

* 982487 284 004;

* 2874783 9847 004;

*87826 9384 29849272 004.

 

Nanao growled low in his throat and threw the list.

-"Making fun of me? Bastard.",he knew this language that was made up by a famous genius to code words into numbers.

 

The private fax was about telling in brief what he had to do,one of the things was to dye his hair black. Nanao I hated the black color,but it was an order - he couldn't disobey.

The next documents were simply information about the organization and the situation he would be put in.

 

So much to briefly be said in - Hard task to accomplish, but he had to do it.

[Bloodysadist]

Nanao II was already driving to his house.Soon he stopped in front of his house,looking at the documents on the seat next to his.

 

"Don't forget to read all the documents which I gave you,Nanao-sama,because other way you won't understand anything.And don't remember that from now on to when the mission finish you'll be Saito." These were the words which Alexander said to Nanao II,before to left Yukio's house.

 

"So,I won't sleep again." Nanao II grinned ironic.Grabbed the documents and closed the car's door.He entered to his house and going to his room.The young male jumped on the bed,placing his hand on his forehead,looking at the ceiling.

"I wish that you could be with me now,teacher."he mumbled closing his eyes for a second.but instead to see the documents,Nanao felt asleep.

 

After a hour,he woke up,because he had a nightmares. Everything was in blood and only an katana could be seen.A katana all in blood.

"What the hell?" Nanao mumbled,still feeling sleepy.He saw the documents next to him and remembered that he had to see them.The detective,sat on the bed laying his back on a pillow and started to read.

 

The mission were simple.He had to be partner with a dealer,who is one of the mafia's dogs.Of course he would arrest the dealer,when he understand where,the mafia boss is.

 

"Hah,perfect time to find that bastard." he smiled lightly.

[Saga]

+TIME SKIP+(3 days)

 

Araki's hair was already black,his usual uniqueness was masked. The assassin had to meet with his new master. The male was on his way to the group which was supposed to be mercilessly killed by him. Wearing a black suit,Nanao I reached the hideout of his boss' foe.

 

Once his foot stepped in their territory, a blade was set close to his neck. Nanao I didn't move.

-"Who are you?",the guard asked,threatening to cut Nanao.

For a second,the blade-master wanted to answer with "your worst nightmare",but he had to keep his nasty talk away. How he hated to be weak.

-"Shinonome Taro.",his new name.

A second later the blade was put aside.

-"He is waiting for you. Follow me.",the other male took Nanao I to where he had to start his new mission.

[Bloodysadist]

+TIME SKIP+(3 days)

 

Nanao II was on his new office,talking with his co-workers about the new mission.

"So,you understand,right? Only me and Alexander will be with the dealer.We will contact with you,from the fax.I already explained that,everything will be encoded,so I hope there won't have any mistakes." the boy said,for a last time.

"We understood Nanao-sama." the co-workers said,leaving the room.

 

After two days Nanao II would meet the one who knew,so many things about his parents.The detective was somehow worried,because he felt that something won't be alright.And if he excepted that,he couldn't sleep these nights.

 

"Nanao...you look tired." Alexander said.He was the one who stayed with the young male all the time.

"I had these nightmares again." Nanao II sighed.

"What nightmares?" Alexander asked,worrying about the young boy.

"Blood,everything is in blood and someone call my name "Nanao,Nanao...save us...Help us..." After that I see a sword...and silver eyes." the detective tried to explain,sighing again.

[Saga]

-"Your personal bodyguard is here,boss.",the male who leaded Nanao I to their chief announced it and behind him the assassin was with lowered gaze.

-"I see. So,it is Shinonome Taro,right?",the man was drinking some expensive wine.

-"Yes, I am.",Nanao I was with his eyes closed,observing once again all the noises he could hear,memorizing all the exits and all the people in this room. His greatest skill wasn't the sword-fight,but the sharp senses he had.

 

-"I hope we'll get along. Your duties start from now. I expect no betrayals since you will have to pay with your life for it. Understood?", it wasn't anything new to Nanao I,he nodded and kept his head lowered. Fuck this shit,the assassin clenched a fist. He wanted to kill every single motherfucker in this room. With the years passing his thirst for blood was becoming greater and greater. Nothing was there to save him from drowning, how sad. The blade-master couldn't trust the law,nor the mafia. - Useless.

[Bloodysadist]

"Do you want to drink something with me tonight Nanao-kun? It may help you to sleep better." Alexander offered,smiling.He knew many things for Nanao,because he was Yukio's right hand.Because of it the detective felt that he have to help this boy to find the truth about his parents.

 

"Tc,you know I'm not good at the drinking."Nanao mumbled,remembering the last time when he drunk something.After that he slept under an bridge,because he couldn't find the way for his house.

"You know,its bad,because you'll drink with the dealer often..." Alexander mumbled.

"Eh?You didn't say anything about that.Ah..I will just refuse,if he want me to drink alcohol." Nanao smiled.

"Silly.Come on...Just a little.I'll help you to go at home after that...Its not a big deal." Alexander continued to ask.

"Ah...okay,okay." finally the young male accepted the offer.

[Saga]

It was already night,so late,but Nanao I was following his new boss everywhere. Whenever his sword was asked to be used, the assassin didn't hesitate. He drew it out and slashed whoever the boss told him to,then again on this black outfit - nothing got dirtied. Nanao's eyes saddened. He wore the white color because it reminded him that there was a line where the pureness and the sanity get to meet with the chaos and the insanity. But now, he felt empty. There was no trace of blood or at least it didn't show on this blackness.

 

-"Something's wrong,Shinonome?",the boss questioned,seeing the assassin standing there motionless, in front of the dead body.

Nanao I lost it. He was about to become mad? Only a day and he had to kill at least ten people. Who were they to play it God? The blade-master lowered his head to see the blood reaching his shoes. Was it there a God,at all? He grinned widely. Yes,he lost it.

 

-"Not at all,sir.",he was forgetting his main reason - his sister. If this continued for too long,the man would become a pure monster. - That was called "to be lost and broken" in its rage.

[Bloodysadist]

Nanao II was already in one of the underground's bars.He looked at the people in this "dirty" bar.Here had no laws.Only the strangest could leave here,more than a day.The people here were monsters.Monsters? Nanao II remembered about his dead parents and clenched his fist.Was it the life,which he had to leave,when the mission start?The life which he hated that much.The mafia which killed everything important to him.Nanao II sighed,closing his eyes and drunk his sake on ex.

 

"Whats wrong,Nanao?" Alexander asked,while he was having fun with an girl.

"Nothing..." the young male just smiled,still closing his eyes.

"Are you sure?You look drunk?" Alexander asked,orring again about the boy.

"I said that,I'm okay." Nanao II repeated,drinking another sake on ex.

[Saga]

Finally,Araki could head back to his place,before he left the underground world,he changed his clothes,wearing a big hood to cover his face. Once he was already at his apartment,he took of the hood. His face was all in blood as well his hands. The male flopped on the floor,sitting.

-"Che.. I lost it...",he admitted. Even the mafia's boss didn't order him like that and didn't kill as much. Were all living beings so cruel? If they were,surely Nanao I was the cruelest or so he thought.

 

He was at the age of twelve when he had to start this kind of life. He left his father's side and went to the mafia. Obviously not on his own terms. He was forced,just because he had to protect a young girl at the store back then. Killing this mafia's idiot was the only way to save her from being abused. Was it so bad to save people? The old Nanao I would think it wasn't anything wrong with protecting,but now,he would barely put himself on the line for someone's else life. Araki closed his eyes.

 

Then,he met this mafia's boss. The man had taken interest in him,so he had to have Nanao in his collection - a perfect weapon. Using his power, he threatened the blade-master in this. From there on,there wasn't anything that Nanao I wanted to protect,or save.... Yet,long ago...there was a single exception....

[Bloodysadist]

It was already 1AM,but Nanao II were too drunk to drive.He patted Alexander's shoulder,telling him that he want to go home.

"Ah sure,sure just wait five minutes." the detective smiled,but it was obvious that he don't think to go at home soon.Nanao II understood that and leaved somehow by himself.He started to walk to the dark streets,like a lost dog.

 

After a hour,he finally found his house.The young male dropped his keys few times,but still he opened the door and fell asleep on the sofa in the living room.And again the nightmares started.

 

"No,Nanao please stop him...Don't kill my son...I beg you Nanao."-a female voice screamed.A gun were placed to the female's head. "Shit up,bitch.Everything is because your husband is such a bad person,betraying me.-there again,a male's voice,grinned ironic,but an young boy,grabbed his hand. "I'll kill them." he said,taking out his katana and killed the female and her husband.He went to the boy.Because it was night everything was to dark,but the boy could see these silver eyes. "Nanao what are you doing?Kill him now!" the older man yelled.Nanao?Yeah it was that man.He cut the youngest boy's chest,but didn't kill him.Of course only he knew that.The boy just passed out from the pain,remembering only his parents's killer name- Nanao.

 

Nanao II jumped from the bed.He was sweaty and his heart was beating strongly.

"It's impossible.He saved me? Hah...what are you thinking,silly.He's the one who wanted to kill your parents." the detective mumbled,placing his hand to his forehead and grinning ironic.

[Saga]

-"What was his name again?",remembering the same night which Nanao II was dreaming,Nanao I got up walking over the bathroom to wash the blood away. He closed his eyes under the shower,his wide back hurting a little from the cut the boy made a few days ago.

 

-"Ah!",he recalled the name,but then he chuckled. The male stopped the water,indeed, he knew the boy. Was it fate? The puzzle was about to come into place.

-"Old man...you are amazing.",without a single lie in his voice,Araki praised his father for taking care of what he tried to protect back then. Tomorrow was the day when he would be at the meeting of these two traitors. He had 3 days to finish the mission and then he would meet his sister. What a relief.

[Bloodysadist]

One more night left.Nanao II couldn't sleep again and because it was a "wonderful" night,he had and headache.He took some pills,then went to took a shower.Everything would start from today.Nanao II dressed an suit,no matter that he hated wearing something like that.He liked wearing something more unofficial.

 

When he was ready,the detective closed the door for his house and went to his car.First he needed to go to the police for a last time.Everything was ready when he entered there.

 

"So?Are you ready Saito-sama?" Alexander chuckled..He looked so good,like he wasn't drinking yesterday.

"You know? I'll make your life Hell,because of yesterday." Nanao II smirked.Everybody looked at the both detectives worried.They looked like a cat and dog.

"Hahaha sure,sure,but later.Now we have to go." After these words the car which had to drive to the dealer's place,went.

[Saga]

-"So,you have to stay there,on my left side. Today won't be any dirty work for you,just guard me.",these were the orders from Nanao I's boss.

-"I understand,sir.",he humbly bowed and headed out with his chief. The assassin was walking three steps in front of the male, being his life-guard.

 

The meeting would take a place in an underground's bar. Like usual,these places were dark and dangerous. But once they entered there,everyone went out,emptying the bar. - Yakuza was there,who would stay to risk their life?

[Bloodysadist]

"You will stay with me all the time,right?" Nanao II was a bit worry about that,he had to meet someone like that dealer.

"Yeah,don't worry.I won't let anyone to hurt our boss." Alexander chuckled.

 

The car stopped in front of an bar.Yeah it they were in the mafia's territory again.From everywhere Nanao II could feel the smell of blood,like he was in cemetery not in the town.

 

The detective left the car,looking how he's looking on one of the car's mirrors.After that the both with Alexander entered in the bar.He saw two males,wondering if one of them were the dealer.

[Saga]

A sighed threatened to escape from Nanao I's lips, he was tired. Just before he was about to put his black sunglasses on,he froze. A small smirk formed on his lips. What he could see? Was it an illusion? In front of him,Nanao II was coming their way.

 

"Heee? I see,so it is a trap.",he put his sun glasses,thinking it. There was no way to mistake this face. But right now,his looking was too different from what Nanao II already knew. Would he be able to recognize the assassin? He wondered as well. For now he decided to enjoy the game which Nanao II was playing.

[Bloodysadist]

"I assume that,one of you two is Mr. Ichiro,am I right?" Nanao II had to be sure that,there is no mistake.The game was already started.One mistake and everything would be lost.One wrong movement and the dealer would know about the trap.

 

"How uncomfortable.This man is not alone,but and how could he be." Nanao II thought,looking for a moment at Alexander.He looked so calm,like he was meeting with an old friend.The young boy looked back at the two males,smiling.

[Saga]

Nanao I stepped aside,allowing to his boss to have a view of what was ahead.

-"Yes, I am Ichiro. And you must be Saito?',the male grinned and reached a hand for a handshake.

 

The assassin hid his amused face,he was expressionless while listening to the conversation. For a moment he and Alexander exchanged glances. They both played it the guard,but yet - they both knew it was a trap. Alexander must have gotten this piercing feeling from Nanao I's stare,although he had sunglasses on.

 

-"So,let's start with the basic. How much you offer?",Ichiro asked Saito,or in other words Nanao II.

[Bloodysadist]

"Yeah,it's me and only me." Nanao II grinned as well,taking Ichiro's hand.

 

The detective looked for a moment at Nanao I,hoping that he's as stupid as he look and he won't find that it was a trap.Of course Nanao II didn't know that in front of him is his biggest enemy.

Alexander understood that,this bodyguard isn't an ordinary person,but he didn't want to worry Nanao II,so eouldn't think to say anything.

 

"How about 100 000 000 yen for all the commodity?" Saito asked.

[Saga]

-"As I expected from you Mr.Saito. You are quite generous.",the boss laughed and nodded contently with head,then let go of Nanao II's hand to take a seat down.

 

The meeting was in its heat when they started drinking. Ichiro had to test the new guy,so the only way of the truth was through the alcohol. Nanao I glanced over the glass they offered to the young boy. It didn't smell like drugged one, but even if it was.... why would Nanao I bother? Was it because he already knew everything? Was it because he knew the real identity of Nanao II?

 

The assassin looked around,doing his job as a bodyguard. Were only they two? Or the whole police was around,hidden well? Nanao I took off his glasses,his sharp silver eyes could see better without something on their way.

 

-"Have a drink,Saito. Let's talk about our future partnership."

[Bloodysadist]

"Haha,I'll take that as an compliment Mr.Ichiro." Nanao II chuckled,taking his seat.He just thought that everything was alright,but when he saw the glass with alcohol,the detective stressed a bit. What should he do,if he drink too much and say something,which he don't have to?He tried to calm himself,smiling at Ichiro.

 

"Isn't it to early for a drinking Mr.Ichiro?" he joked,but still took the glass and drink a little.

 

Alexander was a bit shocked,seeing that Nanao II's drinking.He had a plan,if something happened,but for now he just kept an eye at Nanao I.

[Saga]

The assassin wanted to laugh, honestly, Nanao II was pushing himself. The boy couldn't be fond of drinking,but yet he did drink.

"Well,that's impressive.",Araki thought,while watching Nanao II.

 

-"It's never too early,or late for partying,Saito.",the boss joked back and took a massive sip from his own glass. The atmosphere seemed tensed although everyone were laughing,everyone except Nanao I and Alexander.

 

The blade-master felt that someone is strictly watching him. He glanced up,his silver eyes met these of Alexander. The assassin arched a brow.

-"Something's wrong,Mr.Bodyguard?",he decided to tease the police. He wouldn't tell on them,but he wanted to see them nervous,especially the little Nanao.