Random Verses of an Insane Poet.

[Takatsu]

These were poems that I wrote way back, and I do think that they relate to the yaoi stories we've known.

 

P.S. To love may be the greatest folly of all. But it is the highest of all virtues.

 

 

 

 

Title: Distorted

 

Listen to my voice

Like it's the only sound you can hear

From this room.

Like it is the only choice

You have to consume

The only thing that's clear

 

And I'm sorry that I left you

Left without a reason

Without a thing to hold on

Without a soul to be with you

Can you hear

My song

 

I'm sorry that I was too weak to scream

Let my eyes see what was behind the scene

I thought I was strong, too blinded by the gleam

Because I was too blind

Too weak to see you cry

Because I was too blind

 

Look into my eyes

Like it's the only thing

You can see

Stare at me

Like it's the only way

For you to stay

The only thing that's real

 

And I'm sorry that I let you

Without a soul to hold you

Without someone to say to you

It's alright

I'm here

 

I'm sorry that I was too numb to feel

Too ignorant to know, the pain, the tears you hide

I wish that I was there, not leaving by your side

Because I was too blind

Too weak to see you cry

Because I was too blind

Too weak to realize

 

How much I love you so.

Title:The Unlying Heart

 

People say it's wrong to lie

That it's a lie that will break this world

If I make one, then that's a crime

If I fight it, then that's sublime.

But if it's a lie that saves

This love that is set to end

Well go on and come at me

Condemn me for making this lie.

 

Building up a world of lies

Time flies so fast I can't keep it in my hands

For someday I will pay for this crime

But for this heart quenched with solitude

I never wanted gratitude

All I ever wanted was that smile.

 

For that fragile heart

I could walk a mile

And forever get lost

You are the one I loved the most.

Time flies so fast I can't hold its sands.

You are the one I loved the most.

 

Look into my eyes.

Look into my soul.

For in the depths of this heart quenched with lies

Lies the truest of truths.

 

Title:EXISTENCE

 

Who are you?

II don't know you

Don't even know why i'm here

You're standing on my own sphere

Like some resistant gear

 

I need a recollection of my will

A reason to throw off regrets

Well can you give me some answer

It's not like it would bother

I need a game of thought in sets

So can you give me the choice you feel

 

Moving on and on and on

Nothing lost and no one one

Existence running out of way

my life is here but not to stay

I'm running infinitely

Well I must be running out of my mind

A reason too out of bounds to find

So move ahead and speak to me

Why we're still standing here.

 

Title:Circa

 

There was once a heart

That said it to itself...

"Let myself be numb

Even for a second

Let me be apart

From the sadness and the sorrow

Even for a minute

Let me end all of these

For I am tired of believing

So even for an hour

Let me drown

In the sea of nothingness

Even for a day

Let me go beyond

My world of consciousness

Even for a week

Weave the threads of magic

And sew this hole in me

Even for a month

Let me build the road of my life

The road to oblivion

Even for a year

Let me run the distance

Of my happy memories

Even for a decade

Let me stay

Inside that world of imagination

Even for a century

Take it all way

Make me forget

That I have been in this pain

For all these years

Take it all away

Even for an eternity..."

 

Title:"Infinity"

 

How many times I've seen that face

In my head, in my heart, in my dreams

It's a far-fetched world

This is a closed room

Tell me...doesn't this sound tragic?

Maybe if I'm luckyIi'd come across this thing called 'magic'

In the streets of reality

For I don't want to wait

For an infinity...

 

When you were writing that song

Were there tears in your eyes, a smile on those lips

Or were you thinking about us?

You say thoughts filled with wishes will someday create colors

But if I fill them with will

Will these colors create the real picture?

 

See.

This is an adventure.

Of finding the bridge to the rising sun

Time sleeps.

So I'm freeing myself to wake it up.

For I don't want to wait

For an infinity...

 

Title:Moments.

 

I must have ventured out of some nightmare...

I must have seen the light.

When I met those eyes.

The moment I held those hands.

Was the moment you held my world.

Was the moment you carried me on your shoulders.

The moment I felt your embrace

Was the moment you brought the warmth through the frosts of melancholy.

Melted me to some powerful liquid.

That flows into your bloodstreams.

Bringing me to your chest.

To feel the beat of your heart.

The moment I saw that smile.

Was the moment I learned the real meaning.

Of everything.

What it's like to have a life.

Out of selfishness. Out of vanity.

Deception.

Dreams.

Deception.

Dreams.

You are reality.

You are the truth.

Of which I could never escape.

You chained me.

My whole self.

The moment you spoke those words.

Was the moment I heard the voice.

Of life.

You saved me.

The moment I lost myself.

Was the moment I found you.

And to this I save it in these three words.

And grab this moment.

Moment is eternity.

When I say to you.

I love you.

 

Title: Tomorrow

 

Days will pass by.

 

Tomorrow, I will let go of you.

 

Tomorrow, it will be the highest moment.

 

It will be your happiness.

 

As it should be for me.

 

Tomorrow, I won’t gaze at your eyes the way I used to.

 

Tomorrow.

 

My heart will stop beating.

 

For you.

 

And then tomorrow, you won’t be the only thing in my mind.

 

I’ll welcome every thought.

 

Every thing I’ve been forgetting.

 

Because all I had.

 

Was my memory of you.

 

Tomorrow.

 

It will be as if I had just been reborn.

 

As if I had never known you.

 

As if I had never loved you.

 

As if I had never vowed.

 

To live.

 

And be ready to die for you.

 

Tomorrow.

 

I could watch you with ease.

 

It will be a moment of peace.

 

You can love.

 

And I won’t get hurt.

 

If you finally found him.

 

I’d be the happiest for you.

 

Tomorrow I will forget.

 

Tomorrow I will not regret.

 

Tomorrow.

 

I will finally be free.

 

And so will you be.

 

Tomorrow.

 

Is my farewell.

 

And when we meet again.

 

I’d say ‘hi’.

 

Pass by, and move forward.

 

Never looking back.

 

As if I have never loved you.

 

All that will be.

 

On this illusion of tomorrow.

[BRIDGET]

Takusu, dear... I just can congratulate you... your poems are great. I found so many feelings in them.. I hope you don't hesitate in showing us more. Well done...

[Takatsu]

*grins* Thanks bridget-san!!!I am deeply honored. I will of course, the last poem was inspired by Sekai-ichi Hatsukoi, while I was listening to a soundtrack of this anime, I drew inspiration from Onodera with his fruitless effort of denying his love from Takano-san.XD