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I don't really remember who this is about, because, I didn't date it, but, sometime between 2005 and 2008 is as close as I can guess. It had gone through several edits already - after deciphering my scribbles and polishing it - here it is...

 

 

For all that is in my heart

There are no words

… big enough

… strong enough

… deep enough

To hold all you mean to me

 

I can only say

… I miss you

… I want you

… I love you

 

Miss…

Does not bear

How lost I feel

When I cannot

… see you

… find you

 

Want…

Does not endure

How my body aches

When I cannot

… touch you

… kiss you

 

Love…

Does not possess

… this connection

… this tether

A pull so strong

It threatens

To tear the core from me

 

You have

Become part of me

… so fast

I feel I’ve lost my balance

There is

So much

I want with you

 

My fear…

I’m fooling myself

I’ve been fooled by you

 

My hope…

You feel the same things

You have the same fears

 

But to believe

… even for one … small … moment

That what we are

Is being taken

For granted…

 

That there is no need

… to flirt or flatter

… to play or please

 

… to try…

 

That thought

Takes my breath away

Frightens me more

Than all else

 

Do you

Need to hear

How beautiful you are to me

How the thought

… of your eyes

… of your smile

Makes my heart swell

How the thought

… of your touch

… of your kiss

Makes my body shiver

 

Do you

Need to know

That who you are

Calms and excites

All at once

That I want always

… to make you smile

… to hear you laugh

See the love in your eyes

 

If you don’t

I would end this now

Rather that

Then see this die

A slow death

Drowned

In a sea of assumptions

Wither

In a desert of neglect

 

Love

… Like a garden

… Should be tended

Because

… Life grows wild

… Like weeds

 

And ... nothing … is granted

 


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