Welcome to School, My Love. (Tuti x Arawn -- private)

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo's nails raked down Kei's shoulders and arms at the feelings flowing through him and he moaned softly, breath coming in soft gasps. He nodded slightly at the question, unable to verbally answer. He softly bit Kei's shoulder, barely stifling the moans and sounds coming from him at the pleasure roaring through him, hips moving to match the thrusts. He shivered slightly, not knowing how much longer he could last at this speed, with the heat of ecstasy that ran through him.

[tuti]

Kei didn't mind Ryo digging his nails in his skin in the least, in fact it was quite erotic. He never knew he was capable of making Ryo feel or act in such a way. He grabbed a hand full of Ryo's silky hair gently pulling his lover's face towards him for a deep kiss as he rammed his hip deep inside the other. He felt like he was about to lose control and that he'd reach his limit at any moment but he wanted the two of the them to cum at the same time, together. Unfortunately, the way Ryo's inner walls wrapped themselves even tighter around his member was making it hard for him to hold it in.

 

"Ah Ryo." He softly called his lovers name and then with a low groan, "I love you.." Just a second before releasing his cum inside his lover.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo gasped softly through the kiss at the feeling of Kei coming, but not from distaste. His fingers tightened on his lover's arms and he had to break the kiss off as his own body responded, as the ecstasy peaked and he came hard, moaning Kei's name loudly as he pressed close to the other man. His grip slowly loosened as his body untensed and he shivered slightly before pulling Kei close and into a gentle kiss, shifting a little so he straddles Kei's thighs, breathing heavily.

[tuti]

Kei wrapped his arms tightly around Ryo, not caring for the stickiness of Ryu's cum all over his stomach. He loved Ryo so much that he was willing to do anything for him, absolutely anything, and he wasn't going to let anyone stand in their way or hurt him. He kissed Ryo's lips gently and softly as if trying to transmit his love to the other through the kiss. A smile covered his face as he broke the kiss and looked into Ryo's eyes. "I'm glad you moved in this room." He said with chuckled and kissed the top of Ryo's head.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo smiled softly and he softly kissed Kei back, pressing a little closer, but he reached to the nightstand to grab a tissue to clean themselves up as much possible. "So am I," he whispered, nuzzling Kei softly before kissing him once more. "And I love you, too," he added, cheeks reddening slightly.

[tuti]

Kei blushed as well, suddenly feeling embarrassed of his early confession. But it was truly how he felt towards the other, he was hopelessly in love with Ryo. "I'm glad." He said before lifting Ryo's chin and captured his lips for another kiss.

 

---the next day---

 

"Ah I think these are all the boxes." Kaito said as he looked at the boxes containing his belongings. The day had finally come that he would move in with Hiro. "Thanks, again for you know, letting me rent the room and all." He said as he bended down to open the first box.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Hiro smiled softly at Kaito as he set down the last box. "You're welcome," he said with a soft smile at the man he cared about. "Do you need me to help you unpack?"

 

He sat down on the edge of the bed in the bedroom, brushing back a strand of his hair as he watched Kaito. He still couldn't believe that the young man had agreed to move in. It still seemed a bit like a dream to him, and he never wanted it to end. He wanted Kaito there forever.

[tuti]

"Nah, it's alright. I don't want to bother you any further." He said taking out some books from the box. Hiro was such a kind person, he couldn't believe someone like him actually existed in this world. First he was there when he most needed a shoulder to cry on. He cheered him up when he was feeling down and now he even allowed him to rent this room and live with him. Hiro was by far the nicest person he'd ever met.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Hiro smiled softly at Kaito. "It's not a bother at all," he said, moving to grab a box cutter so the boxes could be opened and handing it to Kaito. "I can always go on start on dinner if you'd rather," he added, a warm smile dancing across his face. He couldn't help but smile now that Kaito was over and staying with him.

[tuti]

Kaito smiled as he accepted the box cutter from Hiro and nodded. "That sounds nice." He watched the other male leave the room before he started unpacking his belongings.

 

---

 

"I almost forgot how tiresome moving can be." Kaito commented as he walked into the kitchen massaging his aching shoulders. "Hmm, it smells really nice! What did you make?" He asked his light green eyes sparkling brightly.

[Arawn_Bheur]

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Ryo stared at his hands, long hair falling to frame his face and hide the emotions rolling across his face. His thoughts revolved around what he had just been told. He shouldn't have opened the door or agreed to let Masao talk, but he had. Now he was unable to get the words out of his head. He couldn't believe that Kei had touched him after what had happened, couldn't believe that Kei would even want to be in the same room with him.

 

He squeezed his eyes shut, tears silently falling onto his lap. His heart felt heavy and he felt dirty. He couldn't block out the images that the words Masao had spoken had brought up, couldn't block at the sounds. His hands tightened on his lap. He didn't want to relive everything, but his mind was refusing to focus on anything else...He could barely keep sitting, could barely keep from collapsing in on himself and just curling up somewhere.

[tuti]

Kei sighed as he made his way back to his room after finishing a very difficult exam, fortunately for him, he knew all the answers. A smile decorated his stern, yet handsome face, as he thought about his roommate who also happened to be his boyfriend. Things were finally back on track, Masao was out of the picture and they've finally taken their relationship to the next level. Things couldn't get any better.

 

With the smile still on his face he opened the door to his room. "Hey, didn't you go to class today?" He asked as he noticed his boyfriend lying on his bed. But his smile soon fell when he noticed the tears on Ryo's face. Immediately he rushed to the other boy's side, worry all over his face. "What happened?" He asked pulling Ryo close to him.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo stiffened at the touch and he gently extricated himself from Kei's grip, not wanting to be touched by him...and yet wanting it. He couldn't stand the thought of being touched after what happened and the thought that Kei had lain with him after didn't help matters. He wiped away the tears on his face though it didn't help much before the tears started again.

 

"...everything's wrong," he said softly, eyes slipping to Kei before he looked away again. He couldn't look at him, but it wasn't from anger at him...it was because he didn't want to be looked at himself.

[tuti]

A pained expression crossed on Kei's face; he hated seeing Ryo crying or hurt. And to make things worse he didn't even know what was going on. His first thought was that probably something went wrong with Ryo's classes or that they kicked him out from the play for some reason. "Hey, don't be like that. You know you can tell me everything." He said gently pulling Ryo's chin to face him.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo watched Kei for a few seconds before he looked way, gently moving Kei's hand away. "...Masao came by," he whispered softly, fingers tightening again on his lap at the thought of the man. "...he told me about the pictures...about what happened..." he added quietly. Despite the tears, his voice was calm and not shaky. He had had a little bit of time to think of how to tell Kei, but it was still hard.

[tuti]

Masao? The bastard broke his promise and told Ryo about what he did? Kei thought as he angrily gritted his teeth, his hand formed a tight fist aching to be slammed against Masao's face. He knew Ryo would break down after hearing the news, who wouldn't? And that was why he wanted to keep it a secret from him.

 

"Ryo.." He began softly. "I know you are feeling devastated by it, but you shouldn't let it get to you. That's exactly what that bastard wanted...I destroyed all the photos no one will know about it." He said and tried once again to pull Ryo closer to him.

[Arawn_Bheur]

"Don't touch me," Ryo said softly, removing Kei's arms once more and moving away from him. He didn't know how Kei could want to touch him or even be close. He didn't even want to be himself. He just felt so dirty and used and he felt horrible. He didn't want to be there anymore, or anywhere....why should Kei keep wanting him? He wanted all of the feelings to end, to go back to how things were, but he didn't know...

[tuti]

Kei gasped silently as Ryo pulled away from his embrace one more time. He didn't know why the other didn't want him to touch him but he figured it was probably because he was angry at Kei for keeping it a secret from him. "Ryo, I'm sorry! I know I should have told you. But I didn't because I thought it was the best thing to do. I did it for you..." He said, his eyes pleading for forgiveness.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo shook his head at the words. "I..don't care that you didn't tell me," he said softly, looking at Kei now. His mind raced as he tried to think of how to say what was going through his mind, at all the feelings. He wiped his eyes with the back of a hand as he inhaled shakily.

 

"How-how can y-you touch me after that?" His voice was no longer calm, shaking throughout the sentence. He squeezed his hands together to try to keep them steady. He didn't feel steady anymore, he felt lost and confused.

[tuti]

Kei blinked as everything began to sink in. Ryo wasn't angry at him, but he was feeling disgusted at himself...that was crazy! Kei smiled sadly as he placed his hands on Ryo's shoulders and turned him around to face him, this time his hold was strong enough to prevent the other from pushing him away. "Why wouldn't I? I love you and you will always be the same to me, no matter what." He said his eyes shining with determination.

 

"You will always be beautiful and pure to me, the most valuable one." He added, his hand gently caressing Ryo's wet cheek.

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo shook his head slightly, looking down at the bed. "But I'm not," he whispered softly, brushing away the tears again. He would have pulled back if he could, but Kei's grip wouldn't let him...he was torn because he also wanted the touches. "..haven't been.."

[tuti]

Kei released Ryo's shoulders only to wrap his arms strongly around Ryo's from. "If you want to cry, fine I'm here for you. But do not push me away." He said against Ryo's ear. The idea of Ryo wanting to be away from him made Kei want to cry as well. "What should I do to make you see how important and beautiful you are to me, Ryo? Please tell me and I swear to you that I'll do it."

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo found himself sinking into Kei's hold despite himself, resting his forehead against his lover's shoulder. His fingers held Kei's shirt tightly as he squeezed his eyes shut, wanting to escape from everything. He shook his head at the question. He had no answer, he didn't think it would ever happen...he just felt so dirty and used...and he didn't want to be let go. "I-I'm sorry," he whispered softly, barely able to get the words out through the tears.

[tuti]

Kei kissed the top of Ryo's head as he tightened his hold on the other, wanting to let him know that he was there to protect him. "Don't apologize, I'm the one who failed you. I told you I'd protect you and wouldn't let Masao hurt you....and look what happened." He said hating himself for letting Ryo go through such hell, he'll never forgive himself for that. He paused before cautiously asking. "Do you want to report him?"

[Arawn_Bheur]

Ryo shook his head at the question, heart racing a little in fear at the thought. "No," he whispered softly, snuggling into Kei's hold, sniffling a little bit. "...and it's not your fault," he added quietly, looking up at Kei as he wiped away the last of the tears...the last for now. "I went out, you didn't.."