私の日の出 (EarlGrey+Yujiko -- Private)

[Yujiko]

-'Well... I'm not very social... I don't like people... And I'm lonely- not only but I haven't had sex in... like... ever (Katsuri never gave it up)... So- yeah...' his face was red as he sat down, already opening his third beer. A sigh lingered on his lips as his ears drooped. "Akio-san... Am I really so bad that I deserved to be cheated on and then betrayed...? Or does life just turn out that way....?' He looked at the ground sorrowfully, taking another swig. He looked up at the other,' Am I really so bad, Akio-san?' His cheeks were bright red, and it was evident he wasn't close to sober anymore.

[EarlGrey]

-He felt Sen's hands touch his, his pulse rising. He didn't think this would end well, thankful that he didn't accept the beverage before hand, shaking his head he smiled, trying to keep everything together for the younger ones sake.

"No.. you do deserve better than that. I'm sorry you had to go through all that." He sighed, knowing soon, he would be taking the young man to his home, only down the street. But.. not for those reasons.

He felt a warmth creep onto his cheeks, images crossing his mind. 'No. I gotta stop.'

"Are.. you alright?" He asked, concerned at the man now leaning dangerously close to his face.

[Yujiko]

-'Duh I'm alright! I have booze and cigarettes- I'm as happy as can be... I think....' The younger tapped his chin, taking a few more swigs. He then turned to shaking his drink upside down. 'Damn... I'm out...' Reaching for another beer he toppled over on the ground, state assumed to be asleep.

-Dreaming Katsuri... I like you do you love me? Of coures not, stupid. Oh...

[EarlGrey]

"Idiot!" Akio yelled, reaching for the man, shoving him onto his back and piggie-backing him, standing, leaving the beer where it was. "Were going to my place.." He whispered, holding the man in place, pacing home s fast as he could. He wasn't gonna let another person get drunk then die on him. He could help feeling responsible. But regardless, he had to get the young man indoors. Coming to his porch he unlocking the door, stepping in, locking the door behind him and bringing the man to his bed. Exhausted he rested, staying in the doorway of his room.

'Damn it.. I need.. to make sure he stays safe.

[Yujiko]

-Being tossed on the bed he woke up slightly, only long enough to spurt nonsense,' Katsuri... Don't go again...' Tossing side to side Sen's ears drooped as he shivered- to the point of waking up. 'Akio-san...? W-where am I?" Sits up rubbing his head, eyes half-lidded, and still drunk. 'And why am I so cold...' Sen shivered, holding himself for warmth. 'Oh my! This your bed right?! I'll sleep on the couch!' Standing to fast he staggered to the doorway- clasping onto Akio, he land on top of the now grounded Akio. 'I-I'm sorry Akio-san!' He sounded out loud. His eyes drooped more as he leaned forward, brushing his lips to the other.

-'Akio-san... you have such pretty eyes...'

[EarlGrey]

Flustered and tempted, Akio gave to the kiss then ending it shortly, pulling away from the man against his own will.

"I can't Sen.. " He whispered, pulling away slightly from the dangerous situation. Smiling, he pulled the man back to the bed, "I don't have a couch." Pushing the man down into the sheets, watching down into his haze over eyes.

"Just sleep here tonight." He offered once more, patting the man on the back, trying to not do anything to further either on of their arousals.

[Yujiko]

-Pouting, Sen turned over on his side,' You're no fun Akio-san!' After a short moment he was fast asleep.

 

~The Next Morning~

 

Tossing in the bed for a moment as the sun beam shimmered though the blinds, Sen felt the soft fabric of the sheets and blankets both below and above him- he suddenly shot himself up, realizing that this wasn't his own bed. Getting out of the strange bed walk walk out of the room slowly, his head throbbing. 'Ugh... I drank way to much last night...'

[EarlGrey]

"Yes you did." Akio smiled, sipping tea. Seeing the flustered man, he held out a bottle of Advil.

"Take some." He smiled, seeing the odd expressions the other was giving.

[Yujiko]

"Gyah! I-It-it's you! That-at guy- Why am I here?!" His face beat red as he shot his hands downward to cover the morning wood. Sen blushed more as he starred at the other waiting for an answer-" I don't have time for this! I have to get home and out of here!" he said glancing around-"Umm.... Where is here...?" His confused expression was priceless to say the least.

-"I didn't do anything stupid... right? We... umr... Did we d-do i-it?" His face broke at the words, but his cheeks turned red at the thought. What's wrong with me?!

[EarlGrey]

Amusing, Akio smirked, setting his cup down and watching the younger man intensely.

"I didn't do anything with you. And Where at my home." Going into the kitchen, he retrieved a small cup ramen, already cooked and even still hot. "You were too drunk.."

Shrugging, he stepped to the window, peering out the certain to glance at the weather. Raining.

"Now is not the time to go gallivanting in this weather. Just stay put till it clears up." He sighed, returning to the kitchen, taking a long sip of tea. He swore he was going to drownn in the stuff on day.

[Yujiko]

"I can't stay here! I have to do help- Wait... it's raining?" Running to the window, a faint curse left his lips. "Looks likes I wont have any extra money this week... D-mn..." He said softly. Walking over to the table were Akio reside wearily, he took a seat. "Did I do anything weird?" He asked curious. He had never been in someone else's house the night after getting smashed. 'Did I tell you about Katsuri...?" looking down, ashamed, Sen blushed. "I'm sorry for being a burden..."

[EarlGrey]

A small escaped from Akio's lips, " No, we didn't do anything. I promise" he painfully smiled, pulling an arm around the man beside him, "I wouldn't let anything happen, And No your not a burden." He laughed, teasingly poking the man in the cheek. "I swear your so hard on yourself."

[Yujiko]

-"Stop-Just... Stop" Sen stood, backing away. "I-I-I don't know you- At all... You can't say things like that- Not only- But, You are too nice- there has to be something wrong with you... What is it? Murder, Rapist, ADD, Multi-Personalities- Something- I can't trust you..." Ears doing back, preparing for defense if necessary.

-"Why... Why are you being so nice to me...?" The words were growled and weary- almost scared.

[EarlGrey]

-Akio sighed, defeated. This man really was going to be a handful. Never the less, it was well worth trying.

"I'm fully aware of that.. I'm not meaning to be rude but I felt it was necessary. I was trying to be a friend, in the least attempt to be one. It felt right."

-He knew his words would fall on deaf. Velvety ears wilted at the thought. He really had no clue why he was attracted to this man. There again, things kinda of just turned out that way.

-Now, As luck would have it, they are stuck in his home. In an awkward situation. Well, it was better than being alone.

Chu, leaping up into the older mans lap purred, tail wagging back and forth, waiting to be petted.

[Yujiko]

Sen walked away from the other, heading to the window- starring intently out of it- he sighed softly to himself. Remembering something of Katsuri again.

 

-

Sen-kun... You shouldn't be so loyal and excited to see me- it's not feline-like...

"Sorry Kasturi..."

It's fine Sen-kun~ I just don't want you to develop a dog complex- Dogs aren't attractive at all...

-

 

Katsuri-kun... Another lonely sigh left Sen's lips- almost sorrowful. He dropped his head into one of his hands running it through his hair and then looking at Akio. "Since we nothing better to do, why don't you take me...?" His face was plain and emotionless- he didn't care anymore- he just wanted to stop thinking of Katsuri. But, 'Take me' could mean many things...

[EarlGrey]

Smiling at the though, Akio only sighed, not at all tempted by the emotionless words. Lovingly petting his feline, he nosed it and stood, returning to the kitchen, "Not gonna happen. I'm a virgin and I don't plan to take anyone who doesn't care at least know me-", He threw the blunt words over his shoulder, smirking, and retrieving a small bottle of juice from the refrigerator.

"Want something to drink instead?" He laughed, trying to make light of the heavy atmosphere.

[Yujiko]

"Tsk... I'll die a virgin at this rate..." Ear drooping, Sen walk into the kitchen. "Sure..." I'd rather have beer though... He took the juice box- sipping it. "I don't like you..." His face was still plain- agitation lining it slightly.

 

Not getting what he want only was okay with him for a little bit- but he eventually began desperate for what he wants which ultimately means he was a douche until he got what he wanted.

 

"So... Why are you still a virgin...?" Sen was trying to make casual small talk- he wasn't good at it... at all.

[EarlGrey]

A tad uncomfortable, Akio smiled awkwardly, patting a hand on Sens back. "Because I chose it." He admitted. He was a carefree kind of soul, he really didn't mind the thought of sex, but he never grew such attractions for someone. There were some attempts here and there but it never really worked out. Then again, that was back home, in his small town.

Shrugging, he plopped back down on his bed, sipping the juice box in his hand, the other holding a hardback.

"I'm still not gonna do it with you-", his ears perked, "-Yet." Opening the book, he sank into the bed, nose first in the thin pages hearing a exasperated gasp, he knew his job was done. Either Sen would leave in a fit, or stay.

 

He would honestly be surprised if the young man stayed.

[Yujiko]

"If only I hated your words more than rain-" He cursed under his breath. "So what is there to do in the hell hole I'm to call your home...?" He leaned against the door post in the bedroom, sipping the juice- by now forget he even had a hangover.

 

 

Sen-kun, Don't touch me when I'm reading! "Sorry Katsuri..." Don't look so sad- come here- read with me...

 

"-Can... Can I read that book with you...?" Darting his eyes to the left his feature began to look flustered. "I-I mean 'cause there's nothing to do here and all..."

[EarlGrey]

-The look in his eyes looked.. needy? Maybe. 'I don't want to see that expression...'

Smiling, he shut the book setting it to the side, coming to the man's side in almost an instant.

-Standing, he retrieved his mobile from his pocket looking at the screen, searching for something as he spoke.

"..I have a better idea." His smile widening, letting the music play, setting his phone on the dresser. Offering a hand to Sen, he bowed slightly a blush coming to his features, ears folding back obediently, "Care to dance?"

[Yujiko]

Snickering," You can't be serious?" His cheap smirk was enough to break glass. Dance was something he had never done- nor did he think to. He then sighed a looked away," I don't know how to dance..."

His eyes were trained on the wall farthermost from Akio's eyes. His check tinted- Sen placed a hand over his mouth as he tried to cover it up.

 

Hey! Sen-san! If you did that form anymore sloppy it would be dancing! Now straighten up your back, punch and kick harder, and remember your stances! "y-yes sir!"

 

Glancing at the other, a sigh left his lips. "I wouldn't mind dancing with you but, like I said I don't know how..."

[EarlGrey]

Sliding his hand gingerly into Sen's, Akio lead the two of them slowly to the piano's soft tunes. He pulled him in closely, feeling the younger man's feet shuffle unnecessarily beneath him, smiling he swayed to and fro, his fingers intertwining with Sen's.

"Just feel me.. Relax.. Follow my lead", he whispered, eyes half lidded, relaxing.

 

'Maybe this will soften his feelings..'

[Yujiko]

A sheen of red shot across his cheeks- How am I suppose to follow you?!. Looking down at the other's feet, he began to move along with the other, unsure of his actions. "Is-is this h-how you do it?" For a moment he looked up- untter helpless confusion streaked across his face. I'm so confused... It's so simple- so why can't I just do it...? A soft sigh left his lips as he listened to the music, his eyes shifting else where in the room. He felt the rhythmic movements Akio made fade into the rhythm of the instrumental. Sen's eyes relaxed as his ears rested. This song... it's nice... Sounds familiar

[EarlGrey]

Finally feeling the man's figure start to relax, he leaned in, dangerously close to the other's ear, speaking softly, "Yes, But don't look at your feet. Remember.." Akio's grip tightened on the man, "..You have to feel.. Just relax." He coaxed him further, pressing his hips lightly into the other's, rocking slowly. IN time with the music, patient for the other to catch on.

When Sen finally stepped the right way, following each one of Akio's movements, the older man sighed, pulling away to study his scarlet features.

"Not so hard now, is it?" He smiled, genuinely pleased at seeing the other smile.

[Yujiko]

Still red, Sen looked away. "It's n-not so bad I guess..." The closeness was enjoyable, how intimate it was but how far it felt- really something different from what I've ever experienced... The beat red cheeks slowly looked at the other again.

 

This feeling welling up in his stomach, the heat that resided in his cheeks- all these things- and just from moving to music closely to the other. Sen didn't understand- but He didn't expect to.