私の日の出 (EarlGrey+Yujiko -- Private)

[EarlGrey]

Pulling Sen's hand to his mouth, he smiled kissing the top of it lightly and broke away from their position, retrieving his phone.

"Well.. Shall i make us Lunch or something?" He asked, shoving the phone into his pocket as he trotted into the kitchen, thankful to avoid the man from seeing his face. He knew it was hot. Burning in anticipation and all the feelings he was sure Sen was feeling. He hadn't danced in a while. As far as he knew, Sen was the first person he really ever danced with.

Sure- he would pretend to hold someone, being affectionate and loving, but it was really never a reality. But this is what he liked.

Smiling, feeling accomplished and pleased at himself he walked back to Sen, eyes shining, and ears perked.

"I really do like you. Just so you know." He admitted abruptly and childlike, disappearing once again into the kitchen.

[Yujiko]

"Eh- Anything you wanna make is fine..." A pouty look came to his face as the other abruptly left, only to return. I really like you?! What we just met! That's it you must be crazy!!! CRAZY!!! "O-oh k-kay..." A broken expression made it's way to Sen's face. He didn't really know how to react. No has ever said anything like that to him before- ever.

 

"Katsuri... I... I really, really like you..." Mhm... Whatever. "Don't you like me back...?" Sen-kun, Relax- dont ask such silly questions.

[EarlGrey]

Sen, residing into the bedroom, left the older man to do his work. After pulling a few tricks from his sleeves, Akio prepared a little homey dinner for the two. Setting out bowls, filling them with the contents of dinner being Shrimp, Scallops, and Lobster. He smiled, feeling please, and bringing over a pot of hot tea, two matching cups along with it. Once everything was placed at the table, he hopped over to the bedroom, knocking at it lightly. He motioned for Sen to come join him, plopping down in one of the chairs, happy.

 

"So.. What have you been doing?" Taking a big bite from the meal, nodding self-satisfied at his own cooking, eyes still fixated on the younger, looking amazed at the small meal in-front of him.

[Yujiko]

Picking up his chopstick his ears folded back in surprise," You mean while you did this?" Looking at the other, he glanced back down, taking a bite, trying to with hold the groan of pleasure as the food's flavors exploded in his mouth. "I've... Been remembering things this whole time... Things I can't seem to forget... So... Thinking, I guess would be the term."

 

Slowly, Sen began to eat faster- This is realllllllly good! He didn't want to admit it, but it was. A sheen of pink covered his cheeks. "Th-this is really good..." He sad softly, sipping the tea. "The best food I've probably ever had..." A smiled can to the lonely face as he looked up at the elder, he felt kind of happy.

[EarlGrey]

Pleased, and finishing off his meal, he nodded his thanks.

'He seems a lot better now...' Akio's cheeks burned, things coming to his mind that he never attempted. Shaking his head vigorously he stood, taking the few dirty dishes into the kitchen, immanently washing them to clear his mind.

'I cannot and will not do any of those things to him..' He scrubbed hard, at a loss that he was almost about to break the plate. He couldn't afford to lose someone. And at the very least a Friend.

 

"I'm.. glad you enjoyed your meal" He called out, hoping he was heard by Sen, resuming his dish washing.

[Yujiko]

Eyes followed Akio, as he washed dishes," Do you need a hand?" The younger stood, walking into the kitchen. "Helping is the least I could do, after all." He said this both softly and sternly.

 

Sen sighed, He's never going to let me help him... I might as well just do it- taking a dirty plate he pushed Akio over, dipping the plate into the water. "We can both wash the dishes..."

[EarlGrey]

"No.. I've got it.." He smiled, reaching into the sink, grabbing the plate from Sen. Finished washing it, and placed it on the rack next to him to dry. Turning he eyes the Younger man.

"Oh! Hey.. You got bubbles on your face.." He whispered, wiping them away with a moist thumb.

[Yujiko]

Sen felt this pull in his now knotted stomach- he made his mind- or his body did. Unconsciously, Sen pressed his lips to the others- being drawn in. The kind remarks, the sweetness, and kindness he was shown pushed him over the edge- to his limit. He act on urge and not longer brains.

 

The kiss not ceasing until Akio decided upon breaking it.

[EarlGrey]

"S-Sen.. "He whispered, slightly breathless from the kiss, palming his forehead in frustration.

'I don't want to rush anything.. I don't want anything to go wrong..' Ears perked at the sighs escaping Sen, looking at him in such a dangerous manner and instincts took over. Not long were they separated before Akio cupped the younger mans face, pulling him in passionately, kissing him slow. 'Why do I like you so much.. Why'

[Yujiko]

Sen blushed, kissing back- was this what is was like to want to be touch by someone and receive it- his stomach churned heavily as he gripped Akio's shirt tightly.

 

His body was burning, and his heart rapidly thumping. The blood in his veins shooting like ecstasy. This feel he had never felt- this urge that was welling up inside him- he didn't really know how to go about it. Pressing himself into the elder his breathes were close to moans.

[EarlGrey]

Ears folded back, feeling bad for doing this but everything else him him, heart and soul wanted this. He knew this wouldn't last but everything else within him was willing. This mind was the only thing holding him back completely.

'M-maybe.. we should..." He moaned, breaking away only to pick up the younger man, smirking devilishly, changing the topic so suddenly would surely annoy him, "Do you want to be with me?" He asked sternly, walking into the bedroom, making sure the door was locked, and set the younger blushing man down, returning to kiss him deeply.

-It was all or nothing..

[Yujiko]

Word wouldn't leave Sen's lips- all he felt was that universal pull- attraction. A nod was the only thing that the lewd face that the younger carried did before pressing his lips to the other. I want only you right now... "I want you to consume my thoughts" His request was all he ever wanted since he came here- hoping for a way to remove Katsuri from his mind.

 

The younger pressed his hips to the other's hand gripping the back of the other's shirt tightly. "The best reparation, was to not be prepared at all" was the only thing that crossed his mind- he wasn't prepared for this- and that made him want it more.

[EarlGrey]

Holding him down forcefully, Akio stared down deeply into his eyes, right into his soul even.

"Do you want to go out with me Sen." He said, more vicious this time, like he was a dog ready to bite. But he was calm, serious to the point to scare someone, but he knew he needed to watch himself. He wasen't going to make love to this man until he felt in his heart and mind that it was truly just.

'Love..' he need this more than anything. He wanted the promise of that to come true. Maybe. Hopefully.

'Please don't let me down.. Sen..' he mused to himself, kissing the younger mans forehead.

[Yujiko]

"I-I guess..." Fear welled in he stomach- the idea of a serious relationship scared him- evident in his eyes was the fear. What if it happened again? Giving his all only to be left alone, robbed of everything, even his heart.

 

"N-no..." Jerking his head away-" I-I don't know..."

"I'm scared... What if I'm just being fooled again- Akio-san... I'm to scared to be in a relationship..." His eyes teary he turned himself on his side, crying into the bed. "I'm sorry... I-I can't be hurt like before again..."

[EarlGrey]

Seeing Sen like this was his first. Akio knew that this would happen. But, over all, this was to be expected. He sighed, pulling the man closer to him from behind, kissing his neck and ears, arms wrapped around Sen's smaller frame until the sobs subsided. Happy to hear the younger mans breathing steady, he spoke, gently as to not frighten him or hurt him in anyway.

"I won't ask again.. I'm sorry.." His words were sincere and honest. Resuming his loving kisses and nips, he only obliged in giving the man his support of heart, rather than body. If Sen was, in his own way and mind, truly his then he would make sure that no one, not even himself, would hurt him. Akio sighed, content. This attachment to Sen was only getting stronger.

[Yujiko]

Sen shifted, turning over, pressing into Akio's chest. "I'm sorry..." He whispered.

His hands still gripping Akio's shirt, suddenly there was a vibration in his back pocket. Reaching his hand around, Sen open the phone and answered," H-hello...?"

 

"Sen?! I-I need your help! Th-the Yakuza- They're going to kill me if I don't give them money!!!"

"Why did you call me...?"

"Sen?! What are you saying?! You love me- right?! Why wouldn't I call you...?!"

"Katsuri- How did you get this number...?"

"I-I asked Jikan for it! You have to believe Sen! Please! I need you! Didn't you say you'd do anything for me?!"

"I would, is what I said- That was then..."

"You said you'd always love me Sen! Please I need you!"

"Don't ever call me again, Katsuri-"

"What?! You little slut! You're with someone else now?! Oh, Really?! Is he paying you per the hour or the day?"

"Katsuri... I hope you die-"

"I was kidding Sen! Please-"

[EarlGrey]

"Well.. who was that..?" He frowned, holding Sen tighter, not wanting to admit to himself that that person had contacted Sen at a time like it. Just his luck. He refused to get dishearten, this wasn't Sen's fault. Nor his.

[Yujiko]

Sen gripped the phone is his palm- restraining himself from throwing it. "It.. It was Katsuri..." He grew angered and depressed. Just then the phone rang again... And again- Sen finally answered, getting out of the bed and walking out of the room.

 

Moments later he return to the bed room, tears streaming down his cheeks. He dropped the phone, his eyes wide from shock. "Th-th-they k-k-kil-led... M-m-y m-m-other..." He said breaking down. "Katsuri... he-he called her... and she-she went to get the money for him- a-and they j-just killed her..."

[EarlGrey]

Enraged at the words, Akio stood, coming to Sen's side and helping him stand. Once up, Akio reached for the phone.

"Want to go after Him?" he questioned, infuriated and stern. Bringing a supportive hand to the younger's forehead.

[Yujiko]

"Why so he can get me killed too...?" He felt lost- he shoved his head into Akio's chest. "Ju-Just hold me... Akio... Please... Make me forget about Katsuri... I... I want to be infatuated with you..." Sen said these words sorrowful and softly. He felt that if Akio would let of him right now, he'd fall through the floor.

[EarlGrey]

Doing as commanded, he held the man tightly, kissing his forehead and ears as much as possible. He didn't want the young man to feel alone or hurt. He didn't want this Katsuri man hurting his Sen.

Wait.. His Sen? No, He had to keep a clear head about this.

"We have to break your phone, so he doesn't track you.." Akio said softly. It was the only way.

[Yujiko]

Looking at the phone was now on the floor, Sen pulled away from Akio, aligning himself. He lifted his leg high in the air for a minute before letting out a loud yell, and dropping it. The shattering of the phone echoed through the house, Sen's hands dropped as he starred at the once phone that laid on the floor. "There... it's destroyed..."

[EarlGrey]

Sighing, Akio picked up the smaller man and kissed him, setting him gently on the bed, stroking his thumb over the tear stained cheek. He didn't plan to break this kiss. The passion he put into it was everything he had. Hopefully Sen could feel it.

In his heart anyway. And hopefully now, he could feel better. Even just a little.

Intertwining his fingers with Sens, he kissed the top of his hand, sighing and meeting the youngers' gaze. Hopeful.

'Promise to never run away, forget, or regret anything.. '

[Yujiko]

Sen looked up at the other- noticing every time they kissed his mind went blank," Akio-san... Kiss me..." Wrapping his arms around the other's neck he blushed. "When you kiss me, I forget..." His cheeks were red, and his eyes pink. His ear were folded back. "Please... Akio-san... Make me forget..."

[EarlGrey]

Pressing him down, Akio kissed him, deeper, if possible and growled softly, exploring. His hand traced over the other's body, looking for an opening, and it was found. He explored, feeling the warmth of the skin at his touch. If he didn't know any better, he would have sworn he heard Sen beneath him, moan and hiss at the touches, But maybe it was just him.

His teeth latched onto the sensitive skin of the others neck, hot and moist he licked at it in apology for sinking in so deep.

Kissing further down, he met with the material of the shirt the younger man was wearing. Curious and begging ears folded back, looking into the sad and longing eyes. He couldn't resist now, and he knew Sen wasn't going anywhere.