Stuck in a Triangle/ Alternate Storyline- (Yujiko x EarlGrey Private)

[EarlGrey]

"Uhmm, Yeah." Makoto smiled, picking the remote up and switching the TV on, plopping down next to Eisuke. "So, got a girl yet" teasing the man, setting the remote between the two of them.

[Yujiko]

"Yeah right- I barely have time to shower or sleep- what about you?" Eisuke asked sipping his beer. "what movie are we gonna watch first?" Looking at the other, Eosuke finished another beer. "Eh, I should slow down with the beer- I wanna be able to understand the movie." A husky laughed sat on Eisukes lips.

[EarlGrey]

"Hitchhikers. You alright?" Makoto asked, pressing a warm hand to Eisuke's forehead, curiously looking into the brown eyes becoming hazed with the alcoholic beverages.

[Yujiko]

"yeah- just some congestion is all~" he said batting the issue away with his hand. He went for another beer, watching the TV screen intentively. Eisuke popped the top to the drug that began to impair him, taking another long swig. The tip of the bottle rested on his lips as he watched the movie, ready to be drank at any moment.

[EarlGrey]

"Maybe.. you should slow down.." Makoto eased over, pulling the beer gently from Eisuke's grasp. He was no longer interested in the movie. The health of his best friend was much more important. Seeing the man so closely, it was all too embarrassing, pulling away, beer in hand he took a sip from it, an indirect kiss running through his mind. His features hinting more scarlet. 'Damn it all! Stop being a pervert Makoto!' he swore inwardly, pretending to watch the movie, trying to keep his mind clean.

[Yujiko]

"come on! I was watching the movie- tomorrow is Sunday! I don't have work! Give it back!" Eisuke begged reaching for the beer over the other. "Come on, don't be a jerk- its been forever since I could drink..." Eisuke was dangerously close to the other- a serious face was seen through the pink tent that booze provided.

[EarlGrey]

"Alright.." Makoto sighed against the others lips, giving the bottle back to him begrudgingly. 'Sometime I think I'd let you get away with murder I swear..'

[Yujiko]

"Yay. Oh! What about that face stuff you mentioned earlier?" Eisuke asked as he backed away and back to his original distance, sipping his beer. "If I look tired the boss will get mad at me- but only because my image effects him." The older sighed falling back on the bed, finishing the beer. "I miss being a kid... What about you Makoto, do you miss it? All the days we hungout- all the sleep overs- haha I remember our parents had to take us on vacation at the same time because we'd cry without the other. Then we hit teens- I was on the basketball team and in the comity and you were in art class- and the pres of it to..." Eisuke chuckled. " Those were the good days- they seem so far away now..."

[EarlGrey]

"Yeah.. Good times.." He remembered right along with the man, laying next to him on the bed, smiling at the happy memories of the two of them. He was always the one who was the nerd, the artistic one. While Eisuke was the strong one, the smart and handsome one. Not bothering to move he just continued to stare at the ceiling, lost in thought. "The stuff is in my pocket.."

[Yujiko]

"Well then put it on my face- Let's see if this thing works." Eisuke sat up on one arm facing the younger. He wouldn't admit it but three beers almost had him smashed, it wasn't much of a light weight, but he surely wasn't a heavy one. Eisuke looked at the other waiting for a reply. He had always admired Makoto's blue eyes, always adored them from afar. "You know Makoto-kun, I can only date girls with blue eyes because of you... Green eyes are okay- but I can't stand brown eyes... As a kid I always thought you were special because of your eyes- they made you different.." Eisuke smiled starring at the bed covers.

[EarlGrey]

Makoto wondered if he would explode from sheer embarrassment. He pulled the medication from his pocket, smearing some on the medication on his fingertip, applying it to the man's face delicately. "That means a lot you know.. probably more than you think." he admitted softly. He had pent up these feelings for a while but always knew if he went with it, the relationship would probably disintegrate right on the stop. But now, he really wasn't so sure. Smiling, he scooted closer, "But.. Personally, I like everything about you." He laughed, recapping the medicine, and tossing it off the bed.

[Yujiko]

"Why?" The man asked blushing while laughing. "Anyone can be good at math, or get into a good college if they try. Anyone can run a mile in 6 minutes if they practice- I'm not thing special.. But you can draw, and paint- I'm kind of jealous, 'cause you're really good." Eisuke smiled sitting up and reaching for another beer, popping the top of it. He took a swig of it as his eyes were trained on the TV. "Makoto... do you remember the first night we got drunk, it was at that party... I remember some of it..." Eisuke spoke as he held the beer near his chin. "I think I black out- but, you never did tell me what happen that night..." Eisuke turned to Makoto. "Makoto-kun... What did happen that night that you've never told me about...?"

[EarlGrey]

Both hands flew to Makoto's face, no longer seeing anything, He knew this would happen.

"You fucked me." He said bluntly. He could have died. Never would he have thought to admit that, and the way he did. Avoiding eye contact with Eisuke, he leaned forward, grabbing a beer and popped it open, drinking it all hastily.

[Yujiko]

Eyes as wide as can be, Eisuke's mouth dropped- feeling both Violated, Sinful, and Disgusted with himself. Speechless, he hung his head, disbelief and dismay. Twinkling pellets of salty water splashed to the ground, hidden by his own hair. Unmovable, Eisuke's voice was low," d-did..." Eisuke swallowed hard trying to keep his voice from cracking. "-I... force myself on you...?" The bottle in the man's hands squeaked from the tight grip placed on it.

[EarlGrey]

"Yes. But it's okay-" he stopped, the memories coming back, guilt riding on every word he spoke, "-It's my fault too though." He frowned, pausing the movie. He had to resolve this, even if it meant losing the brunette entirely, he'd rather have no conflict at all. "I'm sorry.." He whispered, feeling a cry rise in this throat but he stayed silent, watching the man next to him.

[Yujiko]

"How is any bit of it your fault...?" The man turned to the younger, you could tell he was beating himself up for this. "Why... Why are you still my friend after I did that to you...?" His face pained, his heart broken- and all by his own hands, the same ones that caressed his very own friend's body, mutilating it in his impaired state. The guilt was eating him from the inside- the alcohol couldn't even put a dint in the it.

[EarlGrey]

"Because... Because I wanted it." He cringed, feeling the auburn eyes locked on him in disbelief. He knew it was wrong but he also knew Eisuke wouldn't remember. He knew that also if Eisuke ever found out about his feelings, well, most likely he would be shunned. But, maybe now.. Was the time to start worrying about it. Right now, all Makoto wanted to do was hide and cry. Yes, he was taken advantage of but he did love Eisuke and it didn't matter to him at the moment. Now, he regretted it. Not just the act, but for abusing his relationship with his closest and only dear friend. He hung his head, feeling the tears well up.

 

"And Because I'm in love with you." he whispered.

[Yujiko]

Speechless, Dumbfounded- Shock was all that he felt. His stomach churned as his chest tightened- his face red. This was all to sudden- everything. One question- and it led to this. It would happen eventually... "Y-you... Your in l-love... with... me...?" His chest tightened more as he asked, almost to the point of breathlessness. His nerves raddled. "T-take me then..." The brown eyes were hidden. "T-take me... A body for body- it's not the same- I know- But, at least I'll sleep tonight... I-I mean... I've never thought of you this way- so I don't know my feelings- I'm so confused... So... Take me-" Eisuke looked up at Makoto-" Take me... We're both 'dominate' after all..."

[EarlGrey]

Shaking his head, Makoto frowned tears spilling over. "I can't.. ", he stifled his cry as best he could. He didn't mean for this to happen. It's just..

"It would be like last time.." He sobbed lightly, failing to contains his emotions. "I'm sorry.." He stood, taking a beer with him and walked out of the room to his bathroom, closing the door. He sat on the cold floor, opening the glass bottle and drinking it's contents slowly. He needed to think.

[Yujiko]

Eisuke didn't really understand- he tried to- and seem to- but he didn't. Standing and walking to the door of the bathroom, he pressed his back to it, sliding down it to the floor. "Makoto... I'm sorry if I hurt you... I'm... I never told you... but, I'm not good with people... or emotions... I'm a Kuudere... Only with you do I smile or laugh for real..." Eisuke sighed," My chest hurts, It feels tight to the point where it's hard to breathe. My stomach feels like I'm on a endless roller coaster, and my I can feel my heart beating- quickly. I'm tell you because you would know better than I do what it means." It wouldn't be like last time, Because I'd remember it."

[EarlGrey]

Makoto laughed. "Huh... " He stood, finishing off the beer, he opened the door. Bending down, he wrapped him arms around Eisuke's shoulders, frowning. "I don't know.. really.. " He sighed, wanting to be closer to the man. All he needed was that one word. And for the older man to understand.

"You always make me feel special."

[Yujiko]

"Makoto... We're still going to be friends... right? I don't think I could go a day without having lunch with you... I'd be too lonely..." Gripping the other's arm he bent his head down into it- wanting comfort more than anything- he didn't the guilt as much as earlier now, felt at easy. The swirling of emotions in his stomach made him feel weird- not like anything before- just knowledge of Makoto's feeling brought this out. "You make me feel special too..."

[EarlGrey]

Hearing those words, Makoto couldn't help but kiss the older man on the ear. "Of course.." he whispered softly, feeling a wave of warmth flow through him. Pulling the two of them up, he pulled him into a strong hug. Kissing his ear again, he smiled, feeling loved.

[Yujiko]

Eisuke held Makoto closer upon him kissing his ear, a blush crossing his cheeks. He liked it- loved it- or that's what he thought he was feeling. Whispering, not knowing if he was serious or not," If you're going to keep kissing my ear like that you might as well kiss me..." The moment felt right- his heart was racing and his body shaking slightly due to the adrenaline running through his veins from the nervousness.

[EarlGrey]

Pulling back, Makoto wrapped his arms around Eisuke's neck, pulling him closer and doing as he requested. It was soft, moist, warm. The feeling sent delightful shivers through the younger man's body. He pushed into the taller man, suddenly growing addicted to the sensational feelings. The intoxicating taste was maddening. His hands Intertwined with the auburn hair, tugging lightly, giving the perfect angle and Makoto deepened the kiss, exploring the other with his wet organ. Before he had known, they were back in his room, and toppling onto the bed. He smiled, pulling the man closer once more. He watched with Cerulean eyes locked onto chestnut ones. 'Maybe this time will be better...'