A sad sickness ~closed~

[XiuLin]

Akira refrained from moaning. He just enjoyied the closeness. "Yes I do." He said softly then started up the engine. "Its a v-8 and she purrs." He said as the engine made the seats rumble slightly. "I also have a 1960s one that I enharited from my father." He shared with the other. He revisered and drove out of the parking lot with the other's hand still between his legs.

[eferchild]

Miki couldn't contain a gasp of awe, a 1960's mustang! He wanted to laugh and squeal, but sauealing was for girls so he didn't. When Akari started to drive away and he leaned back was when he realized where his hand was. Blushing furiously, he snatched his hand away and looked away from Akari. Looking out the window he watched as the houses went by. The land that was in Akari's crotch was feeling cold so Miki put it under his own leg but it didn't help. Glancing a look at Akari, Miki reached over and put his hand over back to where it was. But this time putting his fingers under Akari's thigh. Miki was growing a little bit excited. 'I'm not supposed to be excited! I barely know the guy and now technically, he's my boss!' he scolded himself as he pulled his jacket over his growing member.

~((i'm gonna go to bed cause i gotta get up early tomorrow >.

[XiuLin]

(Its okay. Good night and sleep well.)

[eferchild]

~((thanks~!! i'm back ))~

[XiuLin]

Akira did not mind the contact from the other as he replaced his hand between his legs. He drove up into a driveway and parked after a ten minute drive. He got out and headed for the door. He unlocked the door and waited in the entry way for the other.

[eferchild]

Miki got out of the car after Akari. Closing the door carfully behind him, he walked up to the door where Akari was waiting for him. "Thank you," he said to him as he walked through the door and took his shoes off, not sure if he was one of those people who didn't like shoes in the house. Fixing the messanger bag on his shoulder, he turned around and waited for Akari to walk in. He tried not to stare at everything, especially Akari. It felt weird knowing that this was going to be his home until Akari got better.

 

~((sorry, i school had started and then i had homework and sports))~

[XiuLin]

His name is akira.)

 

He stepped into the house after closing the door. He took off his shoes as well leaving them by the front door. He began giving the other the grand tour. He told the other their rooms were connected by a bathroom and not to lock the bathroom door. "You can move your things in here as soon as you want. I am going to go change." He said going through the bathroom to reach his bedroom. He began stripping with both bathroom doors wide open. He grabbed pj shorts and a tank top from his dresser and changed. He then went to the bathroom and began rubbing the rash cream on himself.

[eferchild]

~((oh, lolz, Sorry >.

Miki paid as much attention as he could to what Akira said, but he was really dead tired. Nodding as Akira left to do something, Miki walked into what he thought was his room and started taking off his clothes. First his two jackets, then his shirt, next his accesories , and last his pants so that he was left in a pair of his boxers. Ignoring the huge mirror on the wall, knowing that what was there would bring back unwanted memories, he fell on the bed face down. His hair was flopped all over the place and his pale body was wrapped up in the blankets. After about thirty minutes, he was face up with the blankets wrapped inbetween his legs and his hair covering his eyes. Slowly breathing in and out, Miki was absolutely relaxed.

[XiuLin]

Akira walked into the other's bedroom and smiled down at him. He then left the doom, leaving the door open. He then went downstairs to make an early dinner. He began making a pasts tomato sauce with sauceage. He added a varity of spices mostly itlatian spices. He then began filling a pasta pot with water and placed it on the stove top. He added salt and oil to the water then let it go to a boil before adding the uncooked penned pastas. The sauces smell drafted upstairs.

[eferchild]

Miki was slowly lulled awake from his slumber by the smell of yummy foods. Groggily opening his eyes, he sat up and shoved his hair out of his eyes. Looking around curiously, he found his clothes on the floor. Raising his eyebrows in a surprised manner, he lifted the duvet off if him and let out a relieved sigh when he saw that his boxers were still on him. Slowly standing, he went over to where his clothes lay on the floor and put his jeans on. Putting his over his head, he winced slightly from the bruises on his sides that were still purple. Replaying the scene that had happened at the bar, he sighed and shook his head. 'Why must I always get myself in bad situations?' he thought to himself. Adjusting his shirt so that it covered up his wrists and part of his hands, the only things that were left uncovered were his feet and head. Walking down the hallway and down a flight of stairs, he followed the delicious smell to the kitchen.*

[XiuLin]

"Oh so the sleepy head is awake." He said as he shamed the pasts then set the stainer in the sink. "Come, have a taste." He said getting a small bowl from the cabinet and a spoon from a drawer. He then began ladaling some of the pasta sauce into the bowl and handed it to the other. "I am glad I actually have someone to share dinner with. I always end up making more. What would you like to drink? I got bud light, coke, and seven up." He said cheerfully as he got himself a coke from the refridgerator.

[eferchild]

Miki walked into the brightly lit kitchen and squinted. Covering the light with his hand, he took the bowl from Akira's hand and went to sit down at the table. "Glad to be of service. You have a really nice house by the way." he said as he turned around and looked for the table. Finding it he noticed how many extra chairs there were."I'd like a seven up please." he said as he walked towards the table. "Oh hey, arn't I supposed to be the one doing this?" he asked as he was just about to sit down. Standing back up, he placed the bowl on the table and went over to where Akira was. Grabbing the sodas from his hand, he walked Akira to the table and sat him down in front of the little bowl left untouched. "Here, you have it instead of me, I need to earn my keep around here." he said as he turned around and momentarily stood there thinking of what to do next. Noticing the pasta in the sink and the sauce on the stove, he fit together the scene and went over to the cabnets, looking for the bowls and two ladles. Finding them, he pulled out two green bowls and two mismatched ladles. Going over to the pasta first, he started scouping noodles into each bowl. Then going over to the pasta he did the same. Leaving the ladles in the pots, he turned around and caught Akira looking at him. Blushing slightly, he quickly looked back down to the bowls and finished his journey to the table looking down. 'Why is he looking at me?! I didn't do anything wrong did I? What if he thinks I smell?' he thought randomly as he set Akira's lasta down in front of him and chose a seat right next to him. Inconsiciously sniffing himself, he happily noted that he smelled pleasently of clean laundry and vanilla. Staring down at his bowl he knew that he had forgotten something but wasn't sure what it was. Looking up at Akira, he found him staring at him again, 'Forks!' he thought and smiled. Getting up, he looked around the drawers until he found two forks and went back to the table. "Sorry, forks had totally skipped my mind. Do we need anything else?" he asked as he looked around the kitchen, then to their two plates.

[XiuLin]

"No. This is nice." He said as he added the extra pasta sauce to his pasta. "You have bed hair. Its kinds cute." He said as he began Eatting once his fork was handed to him. "You seemed awfully tired. So I just assumed you needed rest so I kept myself busy with cooking so I would not try to do anything to you while you slept." He winked at him as he watched the other's expression turn serious. "I am only kidding. So don't worry. The worst I would do is cuddle up to you. I hare sleeping alone." He told the other honestly.

[eferchild]

Miki blinked, 'was I just called cute? Cute's for chicks,' he thought as Akira went on talking. He had taken *a mouthful of pasta as Akira mentioned cuddling. Almost choking on it, he coughed loudly and blushed bright red. From both the emberassment and the thought of Akira in the same bed as him. Coughing, he took a sip of seven up to clear his throat. "Cuddle? You know that I AM a male right?" he asked as he gestured to himself. Though he did like the thought of being in the same bed as Akira, he would never admit it for the world. Then he remembered how Akira had mentioned having a boyfriend before, the one that gave him HIV. He mentally slapped himself. One, for being happy that the other male was gay. Two, for being happy when he realized he was gay, even though he's straight. Three, because he had asked that stupid question. And four, because he was so inconsiderate about the other. Physically face palming himself, he shook his head while looking down at the table. "Ooohhh, right you're gay." he said as he looked up to Akira.

[XiuLin]

"Yes that's right. I am queerest and proud. I would date you if you wanted to be with me that is." He gave the other a playful wink as hinted at something else. "I make an awesome lover. Even though I am a catcher." He smirked as he caused the other to choke again. "Be careful there. I don't want to end up doing the himlic on you. I do make things spicy in the bedroom too. I don't mind the use of adult toys during love making." He kept over sharing to see how far he could push the other away after he opened up too much at the hospital earilier. When the other struggled to breath after choking again he rushed over and squeezed his dirfram making a ball of pasts shoot from the other's mouth. He then let go off the other. "I am going to take dinner in my room so I don't end up nearly killing you again." He said as he gathered up his bowl and drink. "I am having a shower. When I call you, its to help me put some of my rash cream on my back okay?" He said making his leave upst

 

- - - Updated - - -

 

Upstairs.

[eferchild]

Tears involentarily flowed from Miki's eyes. He was still coughing up pasta from the himic. He had heard Akira say that he was going to finish his meal upstairs, but all he could do was nod and breathe deeply. 'Holy sh*t,' he thought as he watched Akira leave the room. Wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, he sat up fully in his chair. 'That guy is...is...scary.' the finished as he stared where the other just exited. Grabbing a napkin, he went to go clean up his mess. 'I mean, it's not like he's scary scary.' he thought of Akira and smiled,'he's actually quite hot, with a capital 'H,' Wait what? Why am I thinking this!? I am straight!' he thought angerly as he wiped the pasta off the floor and threw it in the trash. Walking back to the table, he didn't feel very hungry anymore after hearing those...intamate details. Blushing about what Akira said, he picked up his bowl and threw the left overs in the trash. 'I wonder what kind of toys he uses.' he wondered as he hand washed his bowl. He noticed how he was getting excited where he shouldn't be getting excited while thinking of a guy. He sighed and dried of the bowl and fork before he put them up. He went back to the table and sat in the chair, putting his head on hands. 'What the fudge!?' he glared at his little downstairs friend,'Must you really do that? Especially for a GUY!' he emphisized guy as he thought of Akira. 'Don't you dare go there mind.' he scolded himself as he started to think of all the things he'd like Akira to do to him. Sitting up, he went back upstairs ro his room. Sitting on the bed, he fidgeted with the blanket beneath him. 'You know that you wanna go in there~' the little voice in his head said. 'No I don't......though I do need to brush my teeth.' he thought back and nervously looked at the bathroom door where the sound of running water could be heard. 'I shouldn't go in, I shouldn't go in, I shouldn't go in.' he chanted over and over again in his head as he stared intently at the door.

[XiuLin]

Akira was finishing up his hair and used the body wash the doctor gave him for his rash. It smelt like medicine. He wished he could use his top of the line moisturizing body wash that smelt of lavender and villina. But the doctor told him to use the washing soap and cream combo until the rashes disappered. He rinsed his body and turned off the shower. He stepped out and lightly dabbed at his skin to get rid of most of the water droplets. He then began ruffling his hair with the towel. He was standing in front of the mirror when the other's bathroom door opened. "Hey Miki." He said softly as he left the towel drop. He tossed him the rash cream. "You came in at the perfect timing. Come put that on my back." He said as he began blow drying his hair.

[eferchild]

Miki couldn't stop himself from opening the door, and boy did he open it at the right time. Akira was still wet from his shower and his muscles were nice and lean. His body was j-'Wait, what the h3ll am I thinking?? Stop it stop it stop it!' he yelled at himself as Akira tossed him the rash cream for his back. Miki watched as Akira dropped his towel to the floor and started blow drying his hair. Silently gulping, Miki tool a hesitant step towards the other male and unscrewed the cap on the cream. Putting a generous amount on his finger tips, he started to rub the cream on Akira's back. Mikie felt the warth radiate off of his back. The bumps from the rash interuptted Akira's smooth skin. Once Miki finished putting on the medicine on the older male's left shoulder, he got more cream and went to work ont the second shoulder. 'Why would somebody do something so horribely teribble?' he thought sadly to himself as he felt tears prick the back of his eyes. Once he finished rubbing the shoulders, he noticed that his motions were becoming slower and more lingering. Hesitantly, Miki reached around and wrapped his arms around Akira's chest, burying his face in the other's neck. A few tears left his eyes and spilt onto Akira's neck, "Why would somebody do something so terrible?" he asked aloud.

[XiuLin]

"I don't know. It just shows I am too trusting of assholes. I guess." He said. "My ex said he didn't know the guy was Hiv positive. But he still let the tape happened. For that I will no longer allow him in my life. Miki, try to stay positive. This illness can be dormate for years before it turns once. I am just a small factor of the few that develop the noticeible symptoms." He lossely released the other's grasp from around him and turned to face him. He gave the other a reassuring hug. "For now I am as healthy as an ox. That we should celibate while we can. Its just a couple imperfections is all this rash and yeast infections are. I am getting treatment. Even though I am scared, I am a fighter. I won't lose this fight." He lifted the other's chin with his hand and leaned in to kiss Mimi on the lips.

[eferchild]

"I don't know. It just shows I am too trusting of assholes. I guess." He said. "My ex said he didn't know the guy was Hiv positive. But he still let the tape happened. For that I will no longer allow him in my life. Miki, try to stay positive. This illness can be dormate for years before it turns once. I am just a small factor of the few that develop the noticeible symptoms." He lossely released the other's grasp from around him and turned to face him. He gave the other a reassuring hug. "For now I am as healthy as an ox. That we should celibate while we can. Its just a couple imperfections is all this rash and yeast infections are. I am getting treatment. Even though I am scared, I am a fighter. I won't lose this fight." He lifted the other's chin with his hand and leaned in to kiss Mimi on the lips.

 

~((lolz, itz Miki))~

Miki looked up at Akira sadly as he turned around and faced him. He watched as the taller man leane forward slowly, Miki didn't understand what he was doing until he was less than an inch away from his lips. His eyes fluttered as he looked from Akira's eyes to kiss lips, hesitatnly leaning forward. Closing his eyes, Miki felt Akira's lips touch his before it was deepened. He leaned into the kiss and Akira a moment before pulling away and blushing. Looking away from Akira, he tried to hide his blush with his hands. "W-We shouldn't be doing this?" he said as he dared a glance up at Akira before looking back down. His body was telling him yes while his mind said no. Miki blushed a deeper red as he felt both his own and Akira's arousal.

~((I'm so sorry I am slow replying My ipod died and I couldn't get to my charger til about five minutes ago ))~

[XiuLin]

"Who said its wrong or forbidden?" He asked the other as he pulled away. He reached for his boxers on the counter and put them on. He softly placed his fingers over his lips. "Did you feel something like I did?" He said blushing with his back turned to the other. He grabbed some toilet paper and handed it to the other.

[eferchild]

"Everybody." Miki said as he tried to stop his heart from fluttering. "I-I did enjoy it......but I'm not sure if I was supposed to." he brought his hands up to his lips and let his fingers lightly touch his lips, he could still feel Akira's lips on his own. Clearing his throat, he took a step back so that he wouldn't be tempted to kiss him again he asked,"Do you need anything else? Because I was thinking about takig a shower too." looking at Akira from the mirror he saw that his hands were also brought up to his lips. Looking down, he noticed the wad of toolet papr,"What's this for?" he asked the taller male as he grabbed it out of his hand, letting their hands breifly touch.

[XiuLin]

"For your eyes. I felt you cry. They do look a little red and puffy." He pointed out to the other. "No I don't need anything else. But do come into my room to sleep with me when your done." He said as he left the bathroom and closed the door behind him. He sat on his bed and pulled out a pot pipe and a medicine jar with pot in it. He put some in his hand held pipe and used a lighter to put it on fire. He began inhaling it and exhaling the og kush. He walked over to his window and opened it. Luckily it was on the backyard side of the house and had a overhang of roof to hold his legs in place as he sat in the open window smoking his "cure".

[eferchild]

Miki nodded to what the other male had to say before he watched him leave the bathroom. Using the toilet paper to wipe his eyes before he dropped it in the trash bin. He took off his shirt, wining slightly as he poked at his bruises, though not just a wince of pain. Shaking his head at his screwed up masochist self, he unbuckled his pants. Letting his them drop to the floor, he stepped out of them and tossed both the pants and his shirt onto the toilet seat. Finally finshing with his boxers he tossed them onto the toilet seat also. Turning on the water, he let it run for a moment before going under the warm spray of water.

 

Ten minutes later he turned off the water and stepped out of the tub. Finding a towel, he dried himself off and went to his room to put on a clean pair of boxers and a gray shirt. Haven't not thought of the sleeping arrangments that Akira had told him, he put on his pair of reading glasses and opened his worn book. He had finished reading the third age when he rememered what Akira had told him before his shower. Suddenly getting nervous, he didn't know if he should stay where he was and pretend he forgot, thus earning the rath of an angry Akira. Or to go into the room and have to face the hot man in the other room sleeping next to him since Miki himself was nocturnal. Debating for a few seconds, he decided to go with the latter and got up. Taking the route to Akira's room through the bathroom, he knocked hesitantly three times. Hearing a muffled voice telling him to come in, he did so hesitanly.

[XiuLin]

He quickly shoved his pipe and medicine bottle back into the nightstand's drawer. He smiled at the other having already pulled down the bed covers. He covered his legs with the sheets. He patted the bed next to him. "Get over here." He said lustfully. His irides were wide in the dimly lit room. If the other got close enough he would be able to tell he was under the infulence of something. The preordained was only masked by air freshened he had sprayed on himself. Once the other got in bed he noticed the slight arousial of the other under the sheets. "Get on your side and lay down." Once Mimi did that he began spooning and sensually rubbing his chest and kissing his nape.